Pretty tough time huh,,well for me it's about meeting the expectation as a new job seeker. The thing is that in my hometown, there is not much opportunity to begin with a high salary as i expected. And you know what, the expectation will sometime kill the spirit of the idealist like me. I have much more option if i am willing to travel to the other side of the world,,but i am not. It is not because i am unambitious, but it is because i am not ready to leave my "home". Its kinda stupid but that is who i am. i am a man of plan, always a man of plan. If you seeing the view as what it is, then i will see it differently because that what makes me "me".
Ok,,back to the job seeker story. I have much option in term of temporary job,,at least that is what i think. But the problem is how can i handle the societal view,,actually in the most accurate meaning that i want to say is the family point of view. What will my uncle say,what will my grandmother say, what will my mom say. That kinda things sometime will disturb my emotion and jeopardize my willingness to work at the low end salary. But after a careful thought and review from my conscious mind i have decided that i will take the challenge of working at the low end salary. I don't care about high salary that my friend receive or how they are happy working at the government office. This is about proving myself. The unacceptable basic salary payment that i will receive if i work at this stupid company will be a factor that i believe will burn my desire to earn more. The low salary is a total humiliation, but i have a mission here. I always believe that no one deserve to earn less than the others,,not at the ridiculous payment of RM 600 per month. This is total crap!!.
There will be, and always be someone who will make it a laugh and a joke....but i don't care...
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